Hey guys. This is a serious topic for me and I'm gonna rant here. I know he won't see it - and it wouldn't really matter to me if he did see it - but this is about a guy I met named Ryan. He lives across the Atlantic Ocean and we don't ever get to see each other, but he tries his best to Skype me as often as possible and I found that really sweet. I'm not gonna sit here and swoon about how amazing his accent is or how fantastic it is that he has a YouTube channel and can help me get mine started, or how he plays guitar like a BAWS, but what I do want to talk about right now is how quickly I fell for him. I normally fall for guys really quickly, it's the Sagittarius in me, but when I do it feels kind of dull. Like there's no real reason I fell for him. That has happened with my past boyfriends - which are quite numerous if you ask me - but this time I fell for him and it feels.... different. It feels like I've known him for the longest time yet we just met 3 weeks ago! It feels like we've been friends forever. And I know I'm quick to trust and I'm quick to fall in love, but there's just something about him. There's something about him that comforts me. I don't trust people. At all. That's the way I grew up. That's how I was raised. I don't trust anyone, and ever since my past relationships, I definitely don't trust guys, but with Ryan it's different. It's like I know I can trust him no matter what. And I'm slightly scared about this but whenever I talk to him (even if it's just texting) those fears dissipate. It's weird. I feel like I've met the One. That Sauron will come after me because I have found the one and honestly it feels right. I love it.  I feel so complete,and even though we don't talk to each other every second of the day (which is very annoying if you ask me) I still feel like he's with me. Like he's burrowed into my heart so deep, and so quickly, that he's fixed that giant, gaping hole that was there. Is it just me or did my font become smaller looking???? OK, well this has been a good chat, OK my font is DEFINITELY getting smaller. I think that means I should end this.